When this time of year comes, I can’t tell what I’m ‘supposed’ to feel. I can tell you what I do feel. I’m sad. My children are bounding with energy to come to Boston. Greg did an excellent job in continuing to make them a priority through this whole, entire thing. They don’t get sad …
Yes. I have suffered enough
Two weeks ago, I got a new hip. This will be my 3rd joint replacement. The avascular necrosis (deadening of bone tissue at the joint) the culprit. Most likely a side effect of the steroids I received during chemo and as treatment for my HLH. It’s questionable that the HLH itself may have affected my …
God heal me completely
I get all the feels here.And contrary to what you may think, they are all good.A deep and over whelming sense of pure gratitude and fortune. Within these walls, they know my battles and helped me through each one.My heart fills and my eyes glisten as I think of the prayers that fill these walls. …
I can’t believe in a God
Survivorship is tricky. There is no one perfect path to get to it and unfortunately, some never get make the journey. And as a survivor, I am astutely aware of those who weren’t as lucky. I am reminded of how hard they prayed. Of the people they left behind. The tasks that were left and …