Committing to Christ, didn't make my life easier, but yet it did. I was able to recognize that there are bigger forces at work and that I didn't have to be alone. But yet my treatment and it's problems continued. Over the next 2 months I would be hospitalized 3 more times. Fever, pain, fever, …
The Commitment
The last couple of weeks I have been writing some observation posts, but now we reach a point where my story takes a very personal turn. I know, I know, what could be more personal than sharing poop stories? This post I have struggled with because it is so extremely personal, but so innately pertinent, …
The Forgotten Persons
The support that I have felt during this time really is amazing. This has been a long drawn out predicament- but really, it is the new normal. It is forever. Hopefully, it will be just a page of my story, maybe a chapter at best, but this is the reality that I need to come …
The monster inside
Love yourself. I know for some people, this is not a challenge. But for others, I think it is the most difficult thing to love. Like I have said before, my memory is spotty at best for a lot of the chemo regime, especially the first weeks. Some memories are very vivid. Like the nights …
