Completely and utterly taken aback. More and even larger nodules on the chest CT. I was scared. I looked at my husband and my children and felt that for the first time I was 1 day closer to dying. I tried to have a positive attitude, but it was just so much more than that. …
21 days (part 1)
The last thing Dr. Yoda said to me as he was going out of the country was, "behave yourself." Seriously, do people not think I like a challenge? I don't like to hear stats anymore, "only 1% of people have this complication or <1% of people will develop this disorder." Had he not read the …
Robust and somewhat inappropriate
Committing to Christ, didn't make my life easier, but yet it did. I was able to recognize that there are bigger forces at work and that I didn't have to be alone. But yet my treatment and it's problems continued. Over the next 2 months I would be hospitalized 3 more times. Fever, pain, fever, …
The Commitment
The last couple of weeks I have been writing some observation posts, but now we reach a point where my story takes a very personal turn. I know, I know, what could be more personal than sharing poop stories? This post I have struggled with because it is so extremely personal, but so innately pertinent, …
